granulates
the attrition
the fine dust of loss
along the window ledges
that are my eyes
what if looking out
enough through them
would make them hollow
and cause collapse?
the dry eye of the weary
the salt eye of the lost
capitulating
in rain that air turned liquid
that falling wet of relief
how it moves
and downward
washing wishes
to their threadbare vanishing
because looking through
you become blind
and blinded by that crust of
fear that was the wearing down of time.